I hate dieting! I have a love hate relationship with chocolate cake. I’m addicted to it! I hate myself for loving it! So I worked last weekend and all the staff decided to torture me and put me through the ultimate test. They had a potluck for Labor Day. I had no will power. So I figured it’s be one day, that’s it. But no, there were left-overs. Then I figured, why should I be good now, I already screwed up my WW points for the entire week, might as well just start over next week. So I’ve been cheating myself out of my health basically. Depressing when I say it like that. I’m just sick of WW meals. I’m sick of eating the same things just because I know how many points they are. I’ve cheated big time this week and now I won’t meet my goal of losing 8lbs when Deb and Vicki come on Wed. (Had I stayed with it, I would have…but that darn chocolate cake!!UGH!) So I failed. I bombed big time. I’m down 4lbs as of today from my start. I have 4 lbs to lose in 4 days. Not going to happen so I will have to change it a little and say 8lbs down by the time they leave Houston. Maybe that will work.
What has anyone heard about Green Tea? I hear it curbs your appetite. Is this true? I hate tea but they have green tea pills at Walmart and I was checking them out. I know it’s not good to mess with diet pills, diet aids, appetite suppressants, etc because it actually harms your metabolism. But I’m thinking, ‘hey I have no metabolism so what can it hurt?’
I need some major prayers about getting serious about this weight loss. Maybe if you all pray for me, I’ll have enough will-power to get through another weekend.
